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Why coffee is a good bestfriend [Apr. 3rd, 2012|03:13 am]
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It keeps you wide-awake.

First off, I wanted to vent out some of my thoughts right now but since I can't share it here, I will just talk about what made me the busiest these past months. I know, I'm no good in promising that I would try to update if I could, but then again time didn't let me.

The past three months was, I can say, one of the happiest, craziest, and tiring-but-fun moments I've had. And though I'm looking forward to our Senior year, our last year hopefully, Junior was, by far my favorite year in college. What I'm talking about were the productions we had in our TV Production class. to make it short, the experince I had, we had, is unforgettable. Can I brag just a little? :)

We got the Best Investigative Report entitled "Tuko For Sale", in the 10th ExcelLance of Letran's Institute of Communication last 24th of March, which was also our final requirement last semester in our News and Feauture Writing. Kudos to my group-mates John, Yana, Eubel and Khel for our work paid-off. We never thought that it would be chosen as the best output because Sir Bana had it in our Editing for Print class where he taught us how he edits in the Philippine Star and how our paper could have been, if edited properly. May I just add that we also got the Best Documentary award. The best gift for my birthday!

Again, thank You Lord for everything and to those who supported us all through out this docu-making, to those who believed in us that what we did was more than just a requirement for a nine unit subject but as well as an inspiration to everyone that God will never give you a something you cannot handle. Nor he will give you something you will give-up on to. Maám jane, Milena and RR, thank you for sharing yor heart-warming story. For welcoming us in your home and for the patience you always give us (beacuse we are always late, sobrang sorry po), I couldn't thank for more how you give our audience, especially us, so much positive outlook in life. We will surely visit you all again after our internship as promised. :)

On a different note, I celebrated my 19th birthday with the best people in the world who never get tired of me, my high-school batchmates. Though many weren't able to attend, I'm so grateful to those who greeted me on FB and on text. Thank you so much too, to those who spent the night trying to finish the last case of the beer. Unfortunately, we weren't able to accomplish that but that's another story too long to tell anyway. :)

To end this post, here are some of our photos.
 
I've been with these people for almost 10 years and I'll never exchange that for anything nor for anybody. I love you so much guys! Pwede outing na po, please? :')
 
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Yes. [Dec. 8th, 2011|01:55 am]
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By the time you read this, some thing has has changed.
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Why Bamboo split up [Oct. 3rd, 2011|03:05 pm]
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Lovely sunday morning [Oct. 2nd, 2011|12:37 pm]
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 The baby I sleep with everynight, say hello to my Mikmik! 

I haven't updated this blog for quite a long time and I guess this is the right time to be back in blogging again. First semester will end in a few days, thank God! My blockmates and I are on our way to finish all the scripts, reports and prods to be submitted this finals' week. I just hope we will all passed the subjects especially the major ones. Repeating any of it again is a waste of time and money and my Mom will kill me if that happens. That's basically it! I still got loads of paper-works to do and I should start doing it all now. 

Hope you're having a great day. Happy sunday! :)

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Godd vibes. [Feb. 25th, 2011|10:56 am]
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[Current Music |We could happen - AJ Rafael]

Our Filipino professor once quoted: "Wag mong hanapin ang mga bagay na wala sa'yo." 

I am the type of person who expects much from people and to almost everything. I've had high hopes back then to a particular person who, unfortunately, doesn't think the way I do. If you get what I meant there, thanks.


That night. That night was one of the best night I've had. It wasn't planned nor I've expected to happen. I can't even remember how it happened. But those words that he said, meant so much. How much courage do you need just to say that huh? :) 

I've come to realize that it's better and most likely the best not to expect. Let things happened the way they should. We don't have control over our feelings BUT, we have the power to choose and how to act. This. Yes this, ang pinanghahawakan ko. Thank you for making me happy and making me feel loved especially when I thought I'll never be again. Maybe God has a pending plan for us. Haha. :) Maybe. Just like what you said, we should never rush things. And I also believe that, best thing are worth waiting. So to you, yes you, don't get tired of me. Diba nga sabi mo, kailangan natin ng matatag na pundasyon, para tumibay tayo? I'll never forget that. Let's make each day happier than yesterday. For the countless time, thank you. :)


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Horoscope for today. [Feb. 4th, 2011|08:08 am]
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Someone is waiting for you to do or say something that you have been putting off for way too long. Are you afraid of their reaction? Are you intimidated by their reputation? Toss all your concerns out the window -- there is no need to hide your true intentions or desires. You need to open up and move things forward without any hesitation. Even if they don't go in the direction you want them to. You will get satisfaction just getting something going.

From:http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/8404539


I really don't know what made me post it here. But I guess what you've read is what I'm now. Lately, I've been too pre-occupied by the things I should've not even think of. I'm in the point where I doubt with everything and everyone around me. Especially the people I thought I was happy with. But then again, to tell you, there's really this one particular person I never even imagined I'll be close to. I'm not exepecting anything to happen. I am just open to the posssibilities that God is also offering me. Hindi ko pinipigalan ang sarili kong maging masaya. Though I'm not sure if we really are heading to something, what I'm only certain is, I am happy when I'm with you.



Just another random thought before leaving. Let's enjoy friday, shall we? :)
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For The First Time [Jan. 9th, 2011|12:55 pm]
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She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out frustration,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,

She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess is a gods test,
Someone help us cause we're doing our best,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard

But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Oooooo
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She's in line at the dole
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job
I didn't lose my pride
But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,
Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard,

But we're gonna start by,
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Doing things we haven't for a while,
A while ya,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.

Oooooo
[Repeat]

Yeah...
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying thing we haven't for a while,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time

(Ooooo...), yeahh for the first time,
(Ooooo...), oh for the first time,
Yeah for the first time,
(Just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
For the first time)

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
 

 
 
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Starting the year right [Jan. 7th, 2011|10:11 pm]
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Time Check: It's 9:45 PM as of the moment I am typing this sentence. First of all, I want you to greet a happy new year and cheers  for another hella-extreme-happy year! Yes you 2011, please be kind to us because 2010 didn't! HAHA. It's been a long, long time since I last posted, isn't it? So how have you all been? Time wasn't the reason why I don't do blogs that often. As you may all know, laziness is my best friend.

A lot of things have happened last year (though it was just 7 days ago, HAHA) that I don't want and CAN'T enumerate them all here for it can cause me some  trouble. Just to avoid it, I'd rather keep it to myself. Friends, you may as well be quiet or else, di niyo na magagamit bahay namin sa inuman!

Known to almost everyone is the fact that I am now single. (contrary to my post down there, LOL) I am not bragging nor proud of it. Just so you know. I admit that it took me some time to let that pain fade. Hindi naman kasi siguro ganun kadali, kung ganun yung ginawa sayo. hindi ba? As much as possible I'm avoiding to talk about it. But then again, I'm okay now. Fully recovered, I guess? :)

And to this guy I've been crushing on, (yeah, for the first time EVER) you may not know it. How I like you, why I like you, and why I want to get to know you more. I prayed to Him that if ever he'll give me someone better, can that be you instead? I know that it's too early for me to say all this. At kahit pa ganyan ka, gusto pa din kita.♥

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What we can't have. [Jul. 19th, 2010|04:31 pm]
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Yesterday and today, you're on my mind. Would you still be there tomorrow and the days after that?



One heartbreak.

Two eyes crying.

Three words never said again.

Four hands that won't be held.

Five mornings you'll pass him/her in the halls.

Six love notes, ripped and torn.

Seven days a week you'll think of him/her.

Eight sad songs at night before going to bed.

Nine wishes that never came true.

Ten years before he/she realizes that it has...



always been YOU.
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I know right! :) [Mar. 18th, 2010|07:19 pm]
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 "The best way to cheer yourself up is to cheer everyone else up." :)

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